Sleep Deprivation

Rambling. Things I know. I know that as of right now I should be sleeping but for a multitude of reasons I can’t. I know that my empty bed has never sounded more alone, that I would do just about anything to say what I really want to say to the people that I want to say it to, and I know that at 2 in the morning, when I’m standing outside in my pajama’s smoking a cigarette that the night sky has never looked more wonderful, or the stars so close.